we dOn't always get to do what we wanted to...a simple example would be the fact that only a minority of them are actually having their true ambition as their profession now...we have loads in mind to accomplish...but how many have actually being realized? I have Always wanted to be an artist who seeks contentment in producing grand, soul-impressing artworks...or to be a musician who spends the rest of her life in vienna...composing an infinite collection of scores...but i had in fact made a decision of doing actuarial studies...well..not that i am very unhappy with this actuarial thingy all...because i like figures...but still, it's not i want from the deep side of me...
theY say that we should never relate hobbies with practical ambitions...but often do we find that successful people are always successful in doing things they like--> their hobbies, their obssession...and that is why we do not have too many successful beings around us...they do not dare to risk their whole life doing what they like, which are indeed often to be things that seemed not beneficial as a whole...which do not guarantee them luxuries... so, in order to survive in this mad mad world, we can only get involve in things which generate money at a lightning speed... indulgence in stuffs we love will only be a once-in-a-little-while treat... the only time when we can take off the masks we wear in this hypocritical life and breath in fresh, unpolluted air~~