Saturday, October 08, 2005

Our lives always revolve around decisions..a powerful manipulation which even the masterminds fear... i have made an infinite number of decisions...which have in return made me the person i am today...and though i always happen to make the wrong choice, i am never tempted to go back to the past to alter them..
People do pop up the question of what's the greatest regrets of your lived life...but i have never tought of any..perhaps too huge a number to take into consideration?or do i not even have any...hmm....that would require much ponderings...
i had a small chat with my class mate the other day and out of sudden the subject of scholarships pop up...and i started thinking about my failures..first asean then jpa...got rejected one after another is such a pain..especially when you had pass the first round of interviews and stood the equal chance with the others...but nothing can be done...too many straight A1's around...i still remembered the time when i got my spm results...i was so upset by the subjects which stained the results...it was bm and my mother tongue language--mandarin...teachers and friends had always harped on the fact that the subject is always the hardest to score...and outstanding straight A1's students always got pulled down by an A2 in the subject...still i took up the challenge...but failed to proof that they are wrong *weeps*...people still ask me nowadays whether i regretted taking the sub....i give a strong NO...i am a chinese...and i love the language....
It's Saturday afternoon...miss those times when i played volleyball on saturdays...back in convent...it was so much fun...you always not only gain pysically from the sport...but mentally as well...it teaches you many stuff...and it goes the same for other sports...can't imagine people who never ever got involve in any sports...they are seriously depriving themselves from so much fun....but then again, i have not got myself into much sports since i started college...well even if i do, surely i wouldn't enjoy it as much as when i was playin with my fellow team mates~~
cHeeRs to CoNveNt KLaNg VolleYbAll tEaM!!

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