have listened much bout bloggin so decided to get myself into it..my sista told me it's the best remedy to voice out the deepest feelings in u and find a niche out of it..when ur down...with the worst u might have tought befallen on ur weaken soul..but then again, that's what've been said by others...i have yet to verify...
lie down on the bed this evenin and started thinkin bout life..yeah, noe tat's lame... feelin the quietness around me...the three storey house is so so silent..with my sister and brother so far away from home..i am the only person who can spice up my parents' life...and i can only do it when i come down to klang..to my most special hometown...five out of seven days i don't see my parents...being enclosed in the small claustrophobic room in my hostel..ppl alwiz say that college life is the most eventful part of your life...but ironically i have changed so much since i came to Help uni college..i lost my normal self...used to be so cheerful and noisy and most importantly, happy last time..when i was in secondary school...with all my bunch of friends...laughing the whole day..havin fun...hanging out..mamak all the time and talked everything under the sun and under the moon as well...they've been such great support...and now...they seemed so far apart...shed so much tears last week when two of my best friends left for russia to study medicine...that's when i realised ppl meet and part...it's just life...the only little thing u can afford is to miss them...
it's friday nite and i am simply happy....cuz i am back in my cosy, homely house...and it's the last day of college..well college hasn't been as wonderful as some others might be experiencing now...classes are fine...i love figures...mathematics all...though i am not extraordinarily good at it...but i seriously hate my math lecturer...the way she teaches..the methods she uses...she's just gonna make ppl never ever grasp the subject well and treat it with much abhorrence...she is KILLINg the subject...if ever pythagoras or whoever of numerical genius is alive...she's gonna get it....my further math teacher on the other extreme is fine for me...still able to comprehend wutever he is tryin to deliver.. quirky old man who's always blowin his rusted trumpet...the worst subject is economics...this art subject is never easy as what ppl might have said...i miss science subjects so much...especially physics and chemistry...used to score quite highly..just like the subjects very much....as compared to economics....dunno what the hell the subject is babbling about...and with such a good lecturer miss ng leaving...the new lecturer's gonna kill me...literally..... about college mates...they are fine.....though there is no close ones whom i can really be myself with....with so many hypocrites around...that's the reason i 'd rather stick to passivity....just too tired to go around knowing new people with complicated ideas buzzing in their heads...maybe i would open up someday...
thank god that i have great house mates who always cheer me up after a long tiring day of college...they are, in fact the only people i have met so far being their true self... feel so comfortable with them...they somehow remind me of my nine best buddies back in convent...well, that's a good thing to offset the bad things( not too bad actually) i have undergone...
just hope that college life would be much better...~~*wit crossed fingers*
Saturday, October 08, 2005
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