reminiscences~

just too bored today so went car riding around my hometown...managed to notice some trifles of changes... we used to have only transnasional as the only one offering bus services..but now rapid KL has come down to klang...miss those times when i took bus rides to school and to tuitions..under the glaring sun-which has contributed to my tanned skin...i happen to be an extremely impatient being...thus i always opted to walk back home instead of waiting for the bus like--10 minutes??...hmm...it saves up 60 cents as well...wonder how much the bus fares have risen...passed by smk dato hamzah today..and it reminds me of the choir competition last year... i was under so much pressure..with so much to do within such tight schedules..and my studies was quite badly affected... but then again...i never regretted undertaking all those responsibilities...it was pure fun..with music all day long... and our efforts were being recognised...got the first for district level but secured only a third placing in the state level....
then went on to andalas and bukit tinggi area...saw the andalas hall which was also once the best place in my life... three years of volleyball tournaments there... there were ups and downs... but like everything else..i gained something from it...
chinese believes in the concept yin and yang...that is, there is always a corresponding negative energy to off-set the positive energy...this applies to everything... for instance..when we face failures, we always gain something from it....becoming tougher than before.....a blessing in disguise, or so they say....therefore, besides the negative impact it generates...there is a positive one....it's just a matter of how strong is the positive....
but then again...it's always easier said than done....when one faces failures...no one other than the first party will be able to feel the deep cut...no one will ever stand by you forever...we are all separate entities....we are always alone...figuratively....
it's sunday nite... and that means i will go back to KL tomorrow...starts off a busy week with classes that stretch right till saturday....it's gonna be a long week....sincerely hope something good happens... I~.~I